Today I recognize I am in the state of restlessness. The dictionary states restlessness means “characterized by or showing inability to remain at rest”. Does this mean that I can’t sit still? No, not really. Am I not “being still and knowing that He is God?” Maybe some – maybe. But the restlessness for me is that I am desiring something else. It means that I am struggling to wait. It is like preparing for a game…or a bike ride…and there is anticipation of “getting started” or just “being in it” what that “it” is. God has designed me to get things started – and He desires me to walk in that giftedness for His glory and for His will. I am here – ready….restless….wanting to live in giftedness of starting. Here I am…send me.
